MemORiES ........TeaRS .......EnD

I wake one night, frightful and cold.Too lonely i feel in this world.What happened to the days thatyou were by my side?
I miss the ways you'd hold metight.Do hear me now?Do yousee my fears?I feel like dyingbecause of all your lies,
and the shine,sparkle i seein your eyes,and since your not mine nowI Silently Cry ..

i SHeD teARS........WHeN ! MIsS YU

There aren't any gestures, senses, or words to describe how much I miss you, my loverWhat can I do for you to understand that every moment that we are together are so precious to me, my sweetheartThe way you treat me, understand me, and care for are the beginning of these emerging feelings that only end with you, my dearThe funny comments that make me like you even more, for there is competition between us, but sweet victory together, my someoneI always have you in my mind, and there isn't one day that passes that I don't think of you, missing you like always, my love..

....a MEM()rY FRM PAST!!!!!!!!

A Memory from The Past,i am in its power,a feeling Thats in My Soul.i Had like to Believe it All Didnt Happen, But The Past Cant Be Wiped,Cant bE Destroyed .. =)I Am Wounded By Your Words Like a Blade Stabbed In My Heart.Thats Painted Red By My Blood,arguments and Feelings Fight Inside Me.The End Just Depends On Me.I Fear To Lose,Committed Crime,Forgiveness,Bleeding Soul?Love!This Is That Keeps Me Alive,Gives Power To me To Forgive,The Bleeding Wound Heals Up,But the Scar Remains And Makes Me Remember ..

..........LasT PAgE OF MA DaIRy

As I sit on this playgroundThere are trees all around,Please listen carefully,This place is my diary .The tunnel keeps my secrets,While the swings throw my wishes to the stars,The slide lets me slip on by,The branches keep asking where you are .We used to sit there,and talk for hours .Now only the grass,The trees and the flowersKeep me company.This place knows me Better than I do And it remembers All the timesI spent with you
That bench is lonely And so am I Missing you only But remember what happensWhen the sun runs from the sky .As I sit on this playground There are trees all around Please listen carefully This place is my diary ..........

I Cant Ignore It,I Cant Just Cry Away The Pain,Because ..WithOuT You Tears Keep Falling And NoThIng Is The Same.That Time I dont Think Anything,But just a Sign That What If You Could Read Me ?

....THanXZ F()r Be!nG ThErE....!n MA EvRyPaIN!!!!!!

.........TrUE L()v NEvR D!e$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

......DesT!nY w()rKs ..... U HAV T() STAy And WatCH JsT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....:::::hAZz@r RAhe!n.................Bas eK ter! h! NAhi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....DEsT!nY RuLEZ!!!!!!

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.....L!f WiTH ()uT YU!!!!!!!!!

*"*"*"*"ma!N ZinD@ Ho()n LeK!n KahAn Z!inDag!i hA!"""""MeR! Z!nDaG!i tU KaHAn kH() GAy!! HaI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

......u LEFt SO MAnY TH!nGS pEnD!NG!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!.........EvryTH!n !nC()mPletE WitH oUT "YU" .......////// Yr Mem()r!s MakE$ mAnyTh!n ComPelETe!!!!!!.....a L()t StiLl !inc()mpLete.........MISS YU

wHY........I D()no BuT ! St!Ll M!sS YU!!!!!!!!!

>>>>U NVr TuRn BaCK, Me .....$t!lL W@T!nG ()n the $@mE COrNer................Evr!!!!!!!

.....m!Ss Yu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

......THiNk!ng oF U.... AcrO$$ ThE M!les.....mI$$ u.......

......SwEtEsT Th!nG d() HUrTS!!!!!!!!!!

":/\/\/\/\\\\\U HurT Me MoRe DAn I dESrvD******$ ! lovD U mRe DaN U ""DEserVd""....

.....eRYMoMENT ! wAIt FoR Yu!!!!!!!!!!!

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.....miSs YU!!!!!!!!!!

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.....TruE L()V!!!!!!!!!

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.....u mEanS a LOtZ!!!!!!!!

........!!!!! BE!ng W!th "YU" MadE Me FEel L!kE 4 OnCE !n m@ L!f................................I WoUld'nt HaV T() W()rK HArd $() HaRd 4 BeinG HApPy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....i d()n't DEsrVE YU!!!!!!!!!

"Mem()R!E$ ..........S()Ul..........! M!S$ Yu''!!!!!!!

......U C()mPLETe$ Ma LIF!!!!!!!!!

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.....MISs Yu MoRe THaN WoRd$ CaN SaY!!!!!!!!!!!

.......j$t Yu Mean a l()t.........i M!S$ Yu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....m()rE ThAn nYth!in..... f()revR...........

.....L()nL!nEsS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.....u MaKE MA LIf WoRtH LIV!nG!!!!!!!

! iGN()rE ()thER.......BEcAZ ! LIVE FoR YU!!!!!!!

.....n() OthER HEaRT BEaTS FoR YU!!!!!!!!!

######StAY T0gtHeR...................rEal betRay Of l()v,,,,******

.......EvRYtH!N InC0MPlEtE WITh OuT YU!!!!!!!

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.....L!F MEaNS YU!!!!!!!!

///////(((((If ! Kn()W WhAt L()v !s?????.........ItS BEcAuSe Of Y()u!!!!!!!!)))))))

......L!ViNG YR MEMORiES!!!!!!!!

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......yU LeFt Me Al()nE!!!!!!!!!

:::::"YU" mEaN$ N()th!nG T() mE............! mISs "YU" buT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...... mISs Yu!!!!!!!!!!

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........ !n EnDLeSs DarKNESs///////

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.....! M!sS Yu!!!!!!!!!!

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.....M!Ss YU !!!!!!!!!!! 4EvR

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.....YU mEaN$ EvRYtH!nG........

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..../////BEhIND LAugH!nG FaCE......./////

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"""""I M!S$ YU............

::::::N() oNe HURteD Me .......N() 1 GiVEn Me Pa!n........ItS WriTteN !n De$tinY.....Jst TEar RoLl OuT......JsT fEel ! MIsS YU..........

""""CHwEeST L()v!!!!!!!!!

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